11/10/2025

I keep forgetting that I have a whole video written about Ed Sheeran that I'm supposed to record. I'll randomly get the urge to film it on a Monday when I'm at the busiest point in the day and by the time the day ends I'll have completley forgotten. I also gotta write my favorite albums of the year list, I think I'll probably get that fully sorted during winter break. I wish I had more time to write youtube videos lowkey since they're fun as hell but I have to focus on music more. At least it's something else creative to do when I feel burnt out. This website has helped me with that as well, giving me another outlet for things.

11/9/2025

I wanna be a billboard. I wanna be an advertisement. I wanna stand for nothing. I wanna stand for nothing.

11/7/2025

Finally gonna post to this! I have been working on music recently but a lot of it will not be coming out. I had an album planned called "exhibitionist", that was supposed to be out next week. It was an incredibly personal project that was going to be a collection of all of my saddest and most uncomfortable feelings, hence the title. I got the album mostly produced and was about to record vocals for most of the songs. However, I realized that the music I was making was too bitter and depressing, and I don't think that releasing it right now would be good for my mental health. The only song that might end up getting released in some form right now would be a cover I did of "Free Bird" by AJJ but I'm not sure of how/when that would be happening. I may come back to the project idea one day, but I will go about it a lot different. As of now, I am slowly getting started on what will be my proper debut album. I'm going into this album with the idea of it being something I can be proud of for the rest of my life, and I'm super excited about it. I've also been playing with some friends recently and we've written a couple of songs that I enjoy quite a bit. Overall, I'm doing a lot better then I have been. My mood has been improved a lot by Jack Citarelli losing New Jersey and Zohran becoming mayor for NYC. My favorite albums I've heard in the past month have been "Vanisher, Horizon Scraper" by Quadeca and "Tunnel of Love" by Bruce Springsteen.